Wow, I really am confused now. I think that the last two to three weeks have taken their toll on me. All along I thought that this network marketing is what I wanted, now I’m not sure. I have a real fear that I can’t do it, it feels far from my comfort zone. I ‘m not sure if this is the old blueprint or clarity. I would love to work with my sister and make a real go of our mlm businesses, but I saw how to, and have started to get my e-commerce store up and going. I think that this may be much more to my liking. I could work from home, make a good living and do the things I love to do.
What I should have said earlier is that I have been having troubles at work. The day after getting a 7-day suspension I “just happened” to come across the course for e-commerce and I am still reeling. I don’t know if this is gods way of telling me to change the whole course of my life, bad luck at work, or my old blueprint taking over.
I am so confused and really tired both physically and emotionally.
Hanging on by my fingernails.